I should have known,
The number of times that I have forgiven you.
Was the number of times I hurt myself.
It was my fault,
In giving you so many chances to hurt me.
For that, I’ve no one to blame.
I refused to give up on you,
for I know,
leaving you will leave a huge scar on me.
It took me a huge courage to let things be,
For I know,
No matter how many chances I give you,
You will continue to hurt me.
I’ve forgiven you for all the pain you inflicted on me.
For letting me go,
from the clutches, you once had on me.