What is that?

If it’s sitting in the cafe,
sipping on my favourite cup of coffee,
reading a book I love.
I’ve did it.

If it’s being in the kitchen,
whipping up a healthy meal,
looking at my family enjoying those dishes.
I’ve done it.

What if my heart and mind do not match.
What if my actions are just following the motion,
but my heart is out somewhere?

What if my mind is constantly thinking,
thinking of solutions to problems,
but is constantly stuck.

So what does that mean?
Because is definitely not peace.