At 3am in the morning,
My heart still ache a little.
Thinking back how the year has past,
I could have done better.
I could have change for the better.
I could have made more decisive choices.
I could have save the pain of heartbreak.
Save the pain from us.
But I didn’t.
In my head,
Memories start flashing by.
No matter how hard I tried to stop,
It keeps coming back to haunt me.
I’m scared and I’m afraid.
That this heart of mine is too loyal,
To forget you.
Instead of missing you, I’ve chosen this pathway.
A pathway of getting myself back to me again.
Please, my poor heart and mind.
Let me go of the crutches of tainted memoeries